i avoided using artificial intellegence as a mentor for programming and disagreed with many folks until i read something: just follow what people do. you can't win against a lot people who leverage AI. also, nowadays people prefer results than proccess. they dont care that anymore. i did not mean to give in those words, but i just wanted to know the results after being contratian for a long time.

then, i started paying for an llm coding subscription, for example, opencode go. it sucked at that time because i used to oppose to them.

so, after three months, how does it feels?

i'm not happy, even though i have built a lot. i missed lurking stack overflow, reading manual books, and many more.

it is a horrible feeling.